Another Lonely Poem

Another Lonely Poem

She makes you happy
I make you cry,
I’m half as lovely,
She doesn’t even try.

But you say I’m beautiful
I shake my head when you lie,
Why am I this pitiful?
Why can’t I just say goodbye?

She wipes your tears,
I do only your sweat,
I gave you fears,
And too much regret.

But you say I’m worth it,
Tears fell when you smiled,
You loved me and you said it
I felt just like a child.

She gave you what I can’t,
I give you only thoughts,
I do know what you want,
Yet she’s the one who bought.

But you say I have something
That your lady doesn’t have,
You say you need that one thing,
You need my humble love.

She loves you truly,
I give you only strife,
I love you, though not surely,
She’d love you all her life.

What do I have against that?
What can I offer you, my friend?
I can’t give what I ain’t got
But I’ll be here until the end.

She’s too perfect
I’m too stupid
In every aspect,
She’s just splendid.

So let’s face it,
I won’t do
I might hate it,
But I’m not for you.

Or rather I’d say
You’ll never be for me
I’d hate to stay away
But that way I will see.

See the truth,
See some pain
See the fruit,
Of getting hurt again.

I’ll kiss the loneliness
I’ll embrace the dark
I’ll hold this brokenness
Locked up in my heart.

Goodbye my friend,
And I hope we’ll be fine
I guess it ends,
I’ll never call you mine.